Months have passed, days have elapsed, everything changed. Got this random midnight urge to update this blog. Tbh idk how to start this bcs i literally got tonnes to tell.
Within only a few months, eveything changed. I slacked, had fun, being carefree, doing everything with my best friends! We even had small mini food contest and other silly events loollll. My final year at school was literally the best among all, no kiddin, tho we got really busy back then. surprisingly, I blabber a lot with some ppl i never imagine i would converse with, lol im not that bad i just had some issues in the past. I just got crazier and spent my time fooling around when i was supposed to focus on my study instead. But everything is too late~ and btw i dont feel any regret bcs everything was so fine. Hmmm anyway our class <The Skyscrapers> had short trip to brastagi on june 22. It wassssss so fun! And i wish i could rewind it. I miss you guys already!
I just can barely grasp the fact that i am no longer attending school, which means i am officially graduated from high school, i am now an unemployed person (someone pls hire me maybe?) and still havent got my ID card which i was supposed to get them last year but i am just lazy retrieving it and they dont send it to my house and i think it wasnt useful but then i realize i need it to get driving license or whatsoever. I think i just rapped [it's double p ladies and gentleman jsyk]. Oopssss hehehe
My future is quite obvious. I need to score high for sbmptn. Btw i am so sad that i couldnt make it to UI and ironically i even havent had the test. My parents dont let me. They dont even let me choose Pharmacy - UI as my first choice. Btw i am not being arrogant or what by thinking that i definitely would be offered a space at UI bcs its freaking hard to enter that uni, it's just my parents dont even give me a chance to attempt it. I know this is cruel, but life goes on. In the end i chose pharmacy at USU. Wish me luck folks for the exam!
Actually there were a lot to tell you guys but its too late alrd and my brain stops functioning, so call it a night shall we? Hehehe
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Friday, February 14, 2014
friendship
Happy, grateful, thankful, ecstatic, gratified, blessed. I guess even those words can never truly express my feelings towards my pals. Don't overestimate my close friends. My buddies are just a bunch of ordinary students entrapped in the same class as i am. They are soooo far away from being perfect. But i guess it is our imperfection that bonds our friendship as a whole. They are sometimes so moody and obnoxious that i wanna crunch them in a gulp. But sometimes their understanding and attention is so lovely and perfect that i wanna hug them immediately and burst in tears. They sometimes crack a joke so well that my stomach cramps from laughing too hard. We share secrets and tease each other. They even sometimes criticize me in a way no one could do but close friends. My close friends are like sisters and brothers to me. I love you guys. And i mean it. :)
Monday, December 30, 2013
insecurities
Hi. I am so sorry for deserting this blog, like again.
Santa's reindeers have gone back to north pole. Christmas decorations are soon to be removed. Yes, christmas may have been over, but heyyy, new year is just around the corners! Nothing special happened on xmas, obviously, because my family doesn't celebrate this event.
2013 has been such joyful and bittersweet and troublesome year for me. I just can't believe it's over in just a few more days. 2013 changes me a lot. Like ex i started putting some basic makeup, and many more! I will surely miss 2013 :( too many memories to be forgotten. Hmm, now i started wondering whether i accomplished any of my 2013 resolutions. I am still super lazy, it gets worse instead, sighs. My weight has been stagnant, or maybe i get additional 2 or 3 kgs. Thank God i still don't need to do diets. I really seldom do any selfie now, which is a good news(?). I also don't tweet that frequently anymore. My buddies still love me despite my silliness and craziness, kekekeke.
2014. Since i am graduating this april, i do not know whether to be excited or not for new year. I always hate farewells. We all will be separated, towards universities across the world. Bleh. Gonna savour the remaining time of togetherness with my buddies, well when it still lasts. This is so heart-breaking ya know!
Santa's reindeers have gone back to north pole. Christmas decorations are soon to be removed. Yes, christmas may have been over, but heyyy, new year is just around the corners! Nothing special happened on xmas, obviously, because my family doesn't celebrate this event.
2013 has been such joyful and bittersweet and troublesome year for me. I just can't believe it's over in just a few more days. 2013 changes me a lot. Like ex i started putting some basic makeup, and many more! I will surely miss 2013 :( too many memories to be forgotten. Hmm, now i started wondering whether i accomplished any of my 2013 resolutions. I am still super lazy, it gets worse instead, sighs. My weight has been stagnant, or maybe i get additional 2 or 3 kgs. Thank God i still don't need to do diets. I really seldom do any selfie now, which is a good news(?). I also don't tweet that frequently anymore. My buddies still love me despite my silliness and craziness, kekekeke.
2014. Since i am graduating this april, i do not know whether to be excited or not for new year. I always hate farewells. We all will be separated, towards universities across the world. Bleh. Gonna savour the remaining time of togetherness with my buddies, well when it still lasts. This is so heart-breaking ya know!
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| Time surely flies. Btw this pic was taken at cemara, surprised? Hmm, nah. |
Life goes on, i know. Better things won't come if old ones aren't replaced. Hmm can only hope for the best. I still haven't figured out why i am so galau right now.
This post is so unimportant that i still dont get it why i posted this anyway.....
Sunday, November 10, 2013
17
I guess this photo pretty much sums up my 17th birthday. I am really really happy today. I was throwing small party, hmm, not a party though, just a simple and humble birthday treat. Too bad i could not throw a large party, but i am feeling so blessed and grateful though. I was lucky because my birthday neither fell on exam week (it never happens) nor on weekdays. Thank you for coming and brightening my special day. I really appreciate all birthday greetings and wishes. Gracias mis amigos!
17 means more responsibility and maturity. But well since everyone says age doesn't signify maturity so yeahh.. ehem. lol i am being so vague.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
avocado
OMG I am gonna tell you my absurd experience tonight!! LOL laugh all you want ok!
I attended Adriana's birthday party tonight. I arrived and then I was told to write wishes on a card. The card was then put at an owl's house(?). Everything was fine so far. We took photos, chatted a lot, ate and was enjoying the party. Then out of sudden, the emcee said he was going to call some wishes-card writers. I even teased delfina saying that she would get called. Then... the emcee called 'veronica'. OMG I was surprised. I thought it might be someone else. So I looked around, I was the only veronica there. I went to stage and read out loud the wishes. It was so awkward wkwkwk. Btw I got a present lol. Ok embarrassment level 1 completed.
Here comes the peak of embarrassment. The emcee told adri to summon(lol) 6 ppl consisting of 3 males and 3 females. Shelly was the first to be picked, then cindy tan, albert, raymond, and edwin. She took longer time to scan the crowd. Her eyes finally spotted me and said sth to shelly and I was chosen. You can't imagine how my face looked like. So I went to the stage with the other 5 victims. Emcee told us about the game and rules. We were then divided into 3 couples. Shelly & RH, CT & AP, and edwin & me. I previously wasn't acquainted with him, so you know it was so awkward having a stranger to play a game with you in front of massive crowd. OK. CAN YOU ACTUALLY IMAGINE THAT? I thought we must have gotten the last place, ckck.
First mission: partners' leg should be tied. And we should walk fast to the edge of stage and then come back. It hurt like hell to run with tied leg. Even worse, we didn't synchronize our steps so it was chaotic. But somehow we managed to finish at first place. We get to choose what we should drink. Choices: JUS PEDAS (spicy juice), JUS WANGI (fragrant juice), JUS MAKNYOS (extremely thick coffee). Without any consideration, I spurted that I chose jus wangi. Then the waitress serve it. My first impression: finely diced raw avocado + water. Ohh easy. I absentmindedly drank it without thinking twice. I took large gulp, and everyone cheered me. Wow the emcee said I was so brave. Something wasn't right. Then, after drinking it, wow my tongue tasted spicy, this is not good. The bokasi emcee then told me that it was PETE JUICE AND IT WAS NOT AVOCADO JUICE. Omg for God's sake. I ever tried 1 piece of pete when I was a kid and directly puke it. So until tonight I've never eaten pete anymore. I DRANK A GLASS OF PETE JUICE TONIGHT. Omg another achievement unlocked. My breath smelled like rotten carcass. The soon-to-be-punched emcee laughed me a lot till his stomach hurt. And so did the whole crowd in that hall tonight. OMG. Such a silly laughingstock I am.
Mission 2: we should walk fast again with rope tied legs. We finished at second place this time. We sing children songs with lyrics from another song. Edwin sang potong bebek angsa with burung kakaktua lyrics. Absurd. This mission was actually the easiest from all.
Mission 3: we should mimic the dance instructor's gesture. We danced chicken dance which obviously the easiest from gangnam style and goyang sesar.
Well, judging time! We were judged based on audience's applause. We WON though. HAHAHA
My breath was so smelly that everyone avoided me. The EO was too cruel!! I even kumur-kumur using coca cola but it didn't help.
Andddd I was suddenly so notorious tonight. Everyone calls me gadis pete. Oh no. Even, some strangers (aunties and uncles) whom I never met before said I was so cool and brave. Veronica si gadis pete ane keren. Ok great, now everyone knows me Veronica, the pete girl.
In conclusion, adriana's party was the best birthday party I've ever attended. No offense though. I really had fun despite the pete juice trolololol. Definitely once-in-a-lifetime experience :D
I attended Adriana's birthday party tonight. I arrived and then I was told to write wishes on a card. The card was then put at an owl's house(?). Everything was fine so far. We took photos, chatted a lot, ate and was enjoying the party. Then out of sudden, the emcee said he was going to call some wishes-card writers. I even teased delfina saying that she would get called. Then... the emcee called 'veronica'. OMG I was surprised. I thought it might be someone else. So I looked around, I was the only veronica there. I went to stage and read out loud the wishes. It was so awkward wkwkwk. Btw I got a present lol. Ok embarrassment level 1 completed.
Here comes the peak of embarrassment. The emcee told adri to summon(lol) 6 ppl consisting of 3 males and 3 females. Shelly was the first to be picked, then cindy tan, albert, raymond, and edwin. She took longer time to scan the crowd. Her eyes finally spotted me and said sth to shelly and I was chosen. You can't imagine how my face looked like. So I went to the stage with the other 5 victims. Emcee told us about the game and rules. We were then divided into 3 couples. Shelly & RH, CT & AP, and edwin & me. I previously wasn't acquainted with him, so you know it was so awkward having a stranger to play a game with you in front of massive crowd. OK. CAN YOU ACTUALLY IMAGINE THAT? I thought we must have gotten the last place, ckck.
First mission: partners' leg should be tied. And we should walk fast to the edge of stage and then come back. It hurt like hell to run with tied leg. Even worse, we didn't synchronize our steps so it was chaotic. But somehow we managed to finish at first place. We get to choose what we should drink. Choices: JUS PEDAS (spicy juice), JUS WANGI (fragrant juice), JUS MAKNYOS (extremely thick coffee). Without any consideration, I spurted that I chose jus wangi. Then the waitress serve it. My first impression: finely diced raw avocado + water. Ohh easy. I absentmindedly drank it without thinking twice. I took large gulp, and everyone cheered me. Wow the emcee said I was so brave. Something wasn't right. Then, after drinking it, wow my tongue tasted spicy, this is not good. The bokasi emcee then told me that it was PETE JUICE AND IT WAS NOT AVOCADO JUICE. Omg for God's sake. I ever tried 1 piece of pete when I was a kid and directly puke it. So until tonight I've never eaten pete anymore. I DRANK A GLASS OF PETE JUICE TONIGHT. Omg another achievement unlocked. My breath smelled like rotten carcass. The soon-to-be-punched emcee laughed me a lot till his stomach hurt. And so did the whole crowd in that hall tonight. OMG. Such a silly laughingstock I am.
Mission 2: we should walk fast again with rope tied legs. We finished at second place this time. We sing children songs with lyrics from another song. Edwin sang potong bebek angsa with burung kakaktua lyrics. Absurd. This mission was actually the easiest from all.
Mission 3: we should mimic the dance instructor's gesture. We danced chicken dance which obviously the easiest from gangnam style and goyang sesar.
Well, judging time! We were judged based on audience's applause. We WON though. HAHAHA
My breath was so smelly that everyone avoided me. The EO was too cruel!! I even kumur-kumur using coca cola but it didn't help.
Andddd I was suddenly so notorious tonight. Everyone calls me gadis pete. Oh no. Even, some strangers (aunties and uncles) whom I never met before said I was so cool and brave. Veronica si gadis pete ane keren. Ok great, now everyone knows me Veronica, the pete girl.
In conclusion, adriana's party was the best birthday party I've ever attended. No offense though. I really had fun despite the pete juice trolololol. Definitely once-in-a-lifetime experience :D
Friday, October 11, 2013
facade
I don't care if you reckon my life is dramatic or boring or childish or whatsoever. I am really contented for what I am and what I have now. Though of course everyone always wants more, but still, I am glad :)
I used to be afraid to know what people thought about me. Like, I really cared about their bad remarks about me and loathed knowing someone else hated me. But now, I just don't care about those lousy fake people. I am just gonna stick to my unpretentious and real friends. I cannot be more ecstatic to have such awesome and lunatic buddies!
Sooo, recently my friends challenged me to behave more maturely for mere one day. (Lol yeah, I realize ok, though I am 17 soon, but my attitudes are a little bit immature). I accepted the absurd challenge insouciantly.
D-day! I changed into a placid and calm person. I spoke calmly. I giggled womanly. I threw no joke. And I was not loud! Eminently not my true self! Well they were surprised. (I figured out that little people knew about my one-day transformation which is good, bcs it was embarrassing ya know!). They said I was unnatural and stiff. Well of course I couldn't be natural. It was not me, obviously I couldn't be comfortable, rite?
A lesson learned: be yourself! :) you are unique and awesome in your own way.
I always love going hangout with my buddies. Drops of excitement always pumps into our blood and loudness always follows. :D
¡Buenas noches mis amigos!
I used to be afraid to know what people thought about me. Like, I really cared about their bad remarks about me and loathed knowing someone else hated me. But now, I just don't care about those lousy fake people. I am just gonna stick to my unpretentious and real friends. I cannot be more ecstatic to have such awesome and lunatic buddies!
Sooo, recently my friends challenged me to behave more maturely for mere one day. (Lol yeah, I realize ok, though I am 17 soon, but my attitudes are a little bit immature). I accepted the absurd challenge insouciantly.
D-day! I changed into a placid and calm person. I spoke calmly. I giggled womanly. I threw no joke. And I was not loud! Eminently not my true self! Well they were surprised. (I figured out that little people knew about my one-day transformation which is good, bcs it was embarrassing ya know!). They said I was unnatural and stiff. Well of course I couldn't be natural. It was not me, obviously I couldn't be comfortable, rite?
A lesson learned: be yourself! :) you are unique and awesome in your own way.
I always love going hangout with my buddies. Drops of excitement always pumps into our blood and loudness always follows. :D
¡Buenas noches mis amigos!
Friday, October 4, 2013
adrenaline
¡Hola!
Our first lesson was mandarin, and we had quiz. Lol I didn't study it at all last night, so yeah.. Luckily the questions weren't so hard, so I could finish it successfully. Then, chemistry lesson, no peculiar things happened. Next, bio lesson. Woah, perhaps I was beginning to build anger since bio lesson. Someone, idk intentionally or unintentionally asked and commanded me rudely. I was so upset. Yeah, but I still had stock of forbearance. So okay, though I didn't deserve to be treated like that bcs I never talked that rudely towards anybody, even a stranger. Okay, now lips are closed, I don't wanna trigger more problems by letting you know the real situation :x Next, religion, we watched some nice videos. Last one, physical education. We also had exam. Actually the exam was fine, and I got 95 which weren't a reason why I was so upset later on. Okay, ready for the climax? The test was over. Jane and I were ravenous already and our tummy really needed to be refilled. So we headed to block A canteen to grab some food. There were crowd of people there. At first, I ignored them and I went to buy food. The situation got more intense and wild. I knew it was not my business. But I couldn't help but stared at them. Those stupid junior high were fighting. Judging from their posture, like junior 1 or 2. Like seriously? You fought in public?! Everything was so messed up and loud and uncontrolled. I was so confused. Unexpectedly, I shouted at them. With everyone's eyes staring directly at me. I shouted, "Woi, lu lang si bo nao hyo?" Translation: "Eh, you guys have no brains huh?" P.S. They are all strangers, I even haven't met them once. OMG I was so shocked. I myself also didn't know how those words spurted from my mouth. Maybe it's because surge of adrenaline consumed my whole body that I sputtered at them. Then after that, as if I was a psycho and invisible they continued fighting. This time I couldn't hold back the anger. I stared them with the most vicious eyes I could manage and I said, "woi lu lang kira ane hebat liao hyo sio phak khi kantin?" Translation: "Eh, do you think it's cool to fight at canteen?" Then jane told me to calm down and told BP. My hands were trembling and my head was spinning. I really couldn't accept the fact that I exposed my anger in public. Really embarrassing. Another 'first'. I told my friends that I shouted at canteen and they said it was so unbelievable, and they regretted that they missed the opportunity to witness my anger. LOL. Jane was so lucky to witness such rare emotion of mine. :P *mercurial mood swings*
Btw my friends and I are recently study spanish autodidactically. Lol though today is only the second day of learning spanish teehee. It's really more fun to study something new along with your friends, it motivates you a lot! :D Believe me, if you say english is difficult, español is ten times as difficult as inglés is.
¡Buenas noches! ;)
Our first lesson was mandarin, and we had quiz. Lol I didn't study it at all last night, so yeah.. Luckily the questions weren't so hard, so I could finish it successfully. Then, chemistry lesson, no peculiar things happened. Next, bio lesson. Woah, perhaps I was beginning to build anger since bio lesson. Someone, idk intentionally or unintentionally asked and commanded me rudely. I was so upset. Yeah, but I still had stock of forbearance. So okay, though I didn't deserve to be treated like that bcs I never talked that rudely towards anybody, even a stranger. Okay, now lips are closed, I don't wanna trigger more problems by letting you know the real situation :x Next, religion, we watched some nice videos. Last one, physical education. We also had exam. Actually the exam was fine, and I got 95 which weren't a reason why I was so upset later on. Okay, ready for the climax? The test was over. Jane and I were ravenous already and our tummy really needed to be refilled. So we headed to block A canteen to grab some food. There were crowd of people there. At first, I ignored them and I went to buy food. The situation got more intense and wild. I knew it was not my business. But I couldn't help but stared at them. Those stupid junior high were fighting. Judging from their posture, like junior 1 or 2. Like seriously? You fought in public?! Everything was so messed up and loud and uncontrolled. I was so confused. Unexpectedly, I shouted at them. With everyone's eyes staring directly at me. I shouted, "Woi, lu lang si bo nao hyo?" Translation: "Eh, you guys have no brains huh?" P.S. They are all strangers, I even haven't met them once. OMG I was so shocked. I myself also didn't know how those words spurted from my mouth. Maybe it's because surge of adrenaline consumed my whole body that I sputtered at them. Then after that, as if I was a psycho and invisible they continued fighting. This time I couldn't hold back the anger. I stared them with the most vicious eyes I could manage and I said, "woi lu lang kira ane hebat liao hyo sio phak khi kantin?" Translation: "Eh, do you think it's cool to fight at canteen?" Then jane told me to calm down and told BP. My hands were trembling and my head was spinning. I really couldn't accept the fact that I exposed my anger in public. Really embarrassing. Another 'first'. I told my friends that I shouted at canteen and they said it was so unbelievable, and they regretted that they missed the opportunity to witness my anger. LOL. Jane was so lucky to witness such rare emotion of mine. :P *mercurial mood swings*
Btw my friends and I are recently study spanish autodidactically. Lol though today is only the second day of learning spanish teehee. It's really more fun to study something new along with your friends, it motivates you a lot! :D Believe me, if you say english is difficult, español is ten times as difficult as inglés is.
¡Buenas noches! ;)
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