an epic 'doomsday' (?)

They said 21/12/12 was a doomsday, well, it was not for me. 21/12/12 is obviously the day which brings happiness to me. Today was really something :p

So, today we had maths exam. As you you know, the subject that i hate the most is MATHEMATICS. It's like a nightmare for me. My previous scores for maths were really low which means i have to put more effort to cover up my bad scores. The day before exam, i almost cried because of maths. Trigonometry is the way too complicated for me. Seriously. I even had an agreement to myself, if my score is above 75, i will laugh for 5 mins non-stop in front of my friends. It might sound very silly, i know. So last night i kept motivating myself that i can do it. Yea, sometimes self-confidence is crucially needed and i proved it today. Although i didn't get perfect score, but i was happier than having a perfect score for another subject. I was really thankful and one word: elated.

After exam, since today was the last day of torturing exam, we (Jane, Jevlin, Delfina, Angeline, Wenderlin, Samto, Devin, Malvin, Andy and i) planned to go chilling out at thamrin plaza. We had lunch at QQ and went to cinema to watch Silent Hill 2. The movie was quite flat and i don't like it. I still prefer The Possession though. After the cinema, we went to The Haunted Mansion (lol ane lebay :p) rumah hantu which takes Titanic Ghosts as the theme. LOL it was so ridiculous because when we got inside, we only saw a pirate ghost and the rest are local ghosts, like pocong, kuntilanak, etc. This rumah hantu was really congested. We waited like 20 mins to queue. When we were on the queue, we planned some strategies like don't scream 'aaaaa' when you're scared, but yell 'baca pre-U yieeaakk' instead. Holding hands tightly so that you couldn't get lost (?) and do not push each other and don't run. Lolll. The track is quite long and dark and full of ghosts who will chase on you. It was fun after all. hahahaha!

So, here comes my holidayyyy. But i haven't thought of sth worth to do on holiday. Hmmmmms. Adios, have a nice holiday guys :D

freedom!

Yay! Finally, the day i have been waiting for has come. Freedom!! The stressful and depressing exam week has been over. Finally, i could have some decent sleep. During the exam week, i was owl-like. You know, studying until midnight and taking naps at noon. Peculiar, i know cramming is a tough job, but why do i always procrastinate?

i know this time my scores will be terrible. Who cares maaaaan.

bonjour!

Soooooooooo, tomorrow 2nd monthly exam begins. Lack of preparation. Mentally down. Chemistry is the first subject. Hmmm, i am still not ready yet. I am so scared that i am gonna fail. And i am still wondering why do i write this blog instead of studying chemistry. Wish me luck!!! Au revoir :p

then i realized

Hi guys. Sorry for not updating this blog frequently. I was so busy -___-  loads of homework and quizzes keep on haunting me. So depressed because of this new system.

So today we were having biology quiz. Nights before the quiz, i didn't study at all. I knew it was my fault. Then, yesterday, i did study. But, time ticks fast and i hadn't memorized all the materials. After struggling for a few hours, i was desperate. I know that i wouldn't make it. So, i slept and let all the worries flow with my dream.

It's the day! I was so freaking afraid that the materials would come out from campbell or other sophisticated and advanced books. Plus, my friend's friend told me that there might be some questions out from the text book we learnt. So, she suggested me to use google. Just imagine, i sit on the second column, row 2, in front of me there were no people, because two of my friends were absent and they moved to another seat which is less scarier than sitting on row 1. P.S. i am not blaming them and i would never do it because they were doing the right thing. So i planned to move our the desk behind row 5, second column. While we were moving the desk, some of my classmates started yelling at us. Yes, i know we were doing a selfish deed. The reason why they yelled at us because they are afraid that if we moved, the second column would look peculiar and the teacher would be monitoring us from behind. I was on a massive dilemma. I had to choose either friendship or a nice bio score. After a long consideration, jane suddenly decided to sit on our original seat and she let me to stay on the wicked seat. Of couse, i am not a jerk. I would never want my bestie to suffer herself while i heavenly sit on the wicked seat to cheat. No way. So, in a flash, i moved all my stuffs back to my desk. Then, the deer came in....

During the test, I tried to cheat. I opened the text book, prepared my phone so that i can search the answer through google. But, the reality, when i tried to peek the book, my heart's beating fast, my hand was as cold as snow. Aigooooo my bad for having 'mental tempe'. I succeeded copied some phrases from text book. And the rest questions i answered them based on what i learnt because deer kept staring at us. EPIC FAIL

well,  we shouldn't have moved to the back row if in the end we moved back to the original seat. Ckck. So that's all. I would like to apologize to you guys because we had been arrogant. Ummmmmmm adios.

ashamed

Ashamed. This word suits me the best. Lemme tell you why.

This morning, i got my monthly test tabulation. My scores are so freaking bad. As predicted, math is burned by super hooooot fire. Well, actually i dont really sad because days before math exam, i had mentally prepared that i would get bad score. The distressing one is my chemistry score. It's really unpredictable and i hate it to the coreeee. Ignore my babble. 

Now, i realize and i hate the fact that principle teaches us chemistry. He is super duper merciless and i think i prefer the former teacher. Grrrrrrr this morning he said that almost half of the class get red marks. Even there is someone who got 30. Ohmygod. I am so freaking afraid that i am one of them. Desperate. 

Pardon me, i know there are many grammatical errors on this post. Just ignore it. I am not in mood to type. Hufffftttttttt

freedom!

YAY! Finally a week of torturing exams has elapsed. So elated ♡

My 1st monthly exam's scores weren't satisfying. I got many bad marks, i even got 1 burned mark. it's maths, well my bad. Thankfully physics, mandarin, biology, civics, and english scores were good, though there were no perfect scores. Teehee.

During the exam, i studied like crazy, particularly when i was studying biology, i wasted 7 hours to memorize it all. Well, not exactly 7 hours because i wasted some to procrastinate hehe. Cramming is a tough job, but it gives kinda different satisfaction when you succeed on getting high scores. don't mind this crazy principle because only idle person like me will use it. LOL

So, eventually it's holiday again, tho it only lasts for 1 week. I don't have any plans to fill my holiday. I guess it will be boring week. Do you have any ideas? Don't tell me to touch my books. I ain't touch my books for 1 week. I will not. 

See ya on the next post. Adiosssss ~

the hectic week

This week has really messed me up. All assignments and quizzes come to me at once and the deadlines are so close since all scores should be submitted by August 6. Big thanks to sutomo. I think sutomo should remain their former system which is easier for us. The new system is too burdensome for me.

For homework's sake, i sleep at 11 every night and wake up at 6. Normally, i sleep at 10, and 60 minutes make a huge difference for me. Our teachers are so merciless. They give loadsssssss of homework and i think this is just the beginning of the ordeal. Year two is really absolutely definitely earnestly tough.

Nowadays, i looked so lugubrious and desperate. Well, i am afraid of sth that is something that i am afraid the most. Ok, pardon my stupid murmur.

Anyway, the first monthly exam is drawing closer. And guess what, i do it once again. No significant preparation. Teehee. My tutor said 1st monthly test is just a kind of 'bonus stage', the real one is 2nd monthly test. Hmm, i hesitate with that sentence. On quizzes, i even didn't do so well, so how about the exam? Ckck.

Hmm why am i so slothful? I've been searching for an answer since a long time ago and the answer seems impossible to be found. Hmm

fire

Something terrible happened. This noon, Jane and i were having lunch at food stall near school. We ordered fried kwetiau and fried noodle. We were waiting for about 15 minutes. During that 15 mins, we were chatting, and blabla :p when we started munching our food, "duaaaarrrrr" an explosion was heard from another food stall beside the food stall where we ate.  Formerly, i thought it was just an ordinary explosion, like motorcycle's tire was explode or what. It was LPG explosion. Then, i heard women and many students went out and screamed. Suddenly, some people who were eating went out and screamed fireeeee! Some people splashed water to extinguish fire. Then, jane and i panicked. All i wanna do was ran away from that creepy place and went back to class. But before i went back to school, jane stopped me and i took a glance. She reminded me to pay for the food we ordered. Oh la la, such a forgetful person i am. When i saw the black smoke from that stall, i started trembling. That scene was really creepy.


I hope that scene will soon be vanished from my brain :( God bless...

first week of school

Time flies. Sometimes it's unbelievable that time flies so swiftly...


First week of school has passed. 

Teachers are all good to us, though i prefer senior 1 teachers. I think my recent teachers are more serious and have that 'cold' feeling, though there are still funny teachers. If headmaster allows me to change some teachers, i will be glad! i will replace our biology, math, P.E, computer and civics teachers with the former ones. Teehee :p *for real, i miss Bu Lie Lie so much* *sobs* *.....and bapak running man* ok, new term, new teachers -.-

Hmm, classmates. The faces are still the same, excluding 4 new students. The shocking news was Diba and WJ moved to regular class. It's not that their scores were bad or what, but they decided to move by themselves. Anyway, we should respect their own decision :-) we will miss you :')

For me, school is a nice place where you can chit chat with friends and have fun. But it ain't a pleasant place when they come. they are bunches of homework and stressing exams. 

the agreement

A few days before final exam began, my dad called me. He asked me whether i had prepared well for the exam. I told him i didn't study at all, because basically i would be cramming during exam *hehe . Then, he asked my 1st semester parallel rank, so i said i got 60-s. Then he asked me someone's parallel rank, i said he got 40. After that, i said "if my ranking is higher 30 or more than his rank, then what will you give me, dad?" *woah, i'm so materialistic* lol i didn't mean like that, i just wanted to be appreciated. *plok plokkk* He thought for awhile, and then he said he would give me a new tablet. Hmm, ok, it seemed possible so i said "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED" :D
*p.s. he is someone who got the first rank on my former class.

After we stated the agreement, i became kinda panicky. I afraid i would be the loser. So, i decided to learn math, physics, and chemistry first because i'm super lame at those subjects. Eventually, the day had come. I was so nervous. I kept praying.

Thank God, my results were quite satisfying. My parallel rank was also higher 35 rankings than his rank. So happy, glad, joyful, grateful, blablabla hahaha. As what my dad had promised, i got a tablet♡ . happy ending wkwk