Tuesday, August 28, 2012


Ashamed. This word suits me the best. Lemme tell you why.

This morning, i got my monthly test tabulation. My scores are so freaking bad. As predicted, math is burned by super hooooot fire. Well, actually i dont really sad because days before math exam, i had mentally prepared that i would get bad score. The distressing one is my chemistry score. It's really unpredictable and i hate it to the coreeee. Ignore my babble. 

Now, i realize and i hate the fact that principle teaches us chemistry. He is super duper merciless and i think i prefer the former teacher. Grrrrrrr this morning he said that almost half of the class get red marks. Even there is someone who got 30. Ohmygod. I am so freaking afraid that i am one of them. Desperate

Pardon me, i know there are many grammatical errors on this post. Just ignore it. I am not in mood to type. Hufffftttttttt

Sunday, August 26, 2012


  i crave for cupcakes recently. i got these pictures from tumblr. kinda cute, aren't they?

i used to buy these cute jellies when i was on primary school. i guess you did too, rite? :p

hello mr. doggy! i found this pic on tumblr. the dog looks so classy and i'd call him sherlock doggy holmes. lol

see ya on the next post :)

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

always be thankful :)

This post will be quite long. Hehe found the inspiration while watching daai tv true story dramas. Enjoy :D

When you think that your life is so atrocious, believe me there are more people in this world who have tougher life than yours and they are still living their life positively.

When you think that you hate school because of the stupid exams, lots of assignment, school dramas and obnoxious teachers, believe me that there are so many poor adolescent that even don't have chances to taste the excitements of school.

When you think that your family is not as wealthy as others, believe me you are more lucky than those who even don't have houses to reside in, decent clothes to wear, and three-time meals to eat each day.

When you keep grumbling because the internet connection is so lame, you are more lucky than those people who even don't know what is internet. You can still read this blog post, though.

When you think that your today's meals aren't scrumptious enough, there are millions of people died because of starvation, millions of poor who eat cassava porridge without any side dishes every single day. Okay, just stop comparing what your friends eat and what you eat. Because sushi and nasi padang make no difference, they are basically made of rice though.

When you feel that you lack of your parents' attention, please reconsider those orphans who even don't have parents and they are still able to live happily with other orphans as well at orphanage.

When you feel that you hate your holiday so much because your family don't go overseas for vacation, just shut up and enjoy your vacation in your own way in town. You can visit town's museums, parks, malls or just staying at home doing what you are supposed to do. You are so lucky, because there are people who need to work even though it is holiday.

At last but not least, be thankful of who you are, because how hard your life is, God will always give you the way. Life is too short for us to compare our life with others' life. God bless.

Thursday, August 16, 2012


YAY! Finally a week of torturing exams has elapsed. So elated

My 1st monthly exam's scores weren't satisfying. I got many bad marks, i even got 1 burned mark. it's maths, well my bad. Thankfully physics, mandarin, biology, civics, and english scores were good, though there were no perfect scores. Teehee.

During the exam, i studied like crazy, particularly when i was studying biology, i wasted 7 hours to memorize it all. Well, not exactly 7 hours because i wasted some to procrastinate hehe. Cramming is a tough job, but it gives kinda different satisfaction when you succeed on getting high scores. don't mind this crazy principle because only idle person like me will use it. LOL

So, eventually it's holiday again, tho it only lasts for 1 week. I don't have any plans to fill my holiday. I guess it will be boring week. Do you have any ideas? Don't tell me to touch my books. I ain't touch my books for 1 week. I will not. 

See ya on the next post. Adiosssss ~

Friday, August 3, 2012

the hectic week

This week has really messed me up. All assignments and quizzes come to me at once and the deadlines are so close since all scores should be submitted by August 6. Big thanks to sutomo. I think sutomo should remain their former system which is easier for us. The new system is too burdensome for me.

For homework's sake, i sleep at 11 every night and wake up at 6. Normally, i sleep at 10, and 60 minutes make a huge difference for me. Our teachers are so merciless. They give loadsssssss of homework and i think this is just the beginning of the ordeal. Year two is really absolutely definitely earnestly tough.

Nowadays, i looked so lugubrious and desperate. Well, i am afraid of sth that is something that i am afraid the most. Ok, pardon my stupid murmur.

Anyway, the first monthly exam is drawing closer. And guess what, i do it once again. No significant preparation. Teehee. My tutor said 1st monthly test is just a kind of 'bonus stage', the real one is 2nd monthly test. Hmm, i hesitate with that sentence. On quizzes, i even didn't do so well, so how about the exam? Ckck.

Hmm why am i so slothful? I've been searching for an answer since a long time ago and the answer seems impossible to be found. Hmm