Monday, December 30, 2013


Hi. I am so sorry for deserting this blog, like again.

Santa's reindeers have gone back to north pole. Christmas decorations are soon to be removed. Yes, christmas may have been over, but heyyy, new year is just around the corners! Nothing special happened on xmas, obviously, because my family doesn't celebrate this event.

2013 has been such joyful and bittersweet and troublesome year for me. I just can't believe it's over in just a few more days. 2013 changes me a lot. Like ex i started putting some basic makeup, and many more! I will surely miss 2013 :( too many memories to be forgotten. Hmm, now i started wondering whether i accomplished any of my 2013 resolutions. I am still super lazy, it gets worse instead, sighs. My weight has been stagnant, or maybe i get additional 2 or 3 kgs. Thank God i still don't need to do diets. I really seldom do any selfie now, which is a good news(?). I also don't tweet that frequently anymore. My buddies still love me despite my silliness and craziness, kekekeke.

2014. Since i am graduating this april, i do not know whether to be excited or not for new year. I always hate farewells. We all will be separated, towards universities across the world. Bleh. Gonna savour the remaining time of togetherness with my buddies, well when it still lasts. This is so heart-breaking ya know!

Time surely flies. Btw this pic was taken at cemara, surprised? Hmm, nah.

Life goes on, i know. Better things won't come if old ones aren't replaced. Hmm can only hope for the best. I still haven't figured out why i am so galau right now. 

This post is so unimportant that i still dont get it why i posted this anyway.....

Sunday, November 10, 2013


I guess this photo pretty much sums up my 17th birthday. I am really really happy today. I was throwing small party, hmm, not a party though, just a simple and humble birthday treat. Too bad i could not throw a large party, but i am feeling so blessed and grateful though. I was lucky because my birthday neither fell on exam week (it never happens) nor on weekdays. Thank you for coming and brightening my special day. I really appreciate all birthday greetings and wishes. Gracias mis amigos!

17 means more responsibility and maturity. But well since everyone says age doesn't signify maturity so yeahh.. ehem. lol i am being so vague.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013


OMG I am gonna tell you my absurd experience tonight!! LOL laugh all you want ok!

I attended Adriana's birthday party tonight. I arrived and then I was told to write wishes on a card. The card was then put at an owl's house(?). Everything was fine so far. We took photos, chatted a lot, ate and was enjoying the party. Then out of sudden, the emcee said he was going to call some wishes-card writers. I even teased delfina saying that she would get called. Then... the emcee called 'veronica'. OMG I was surprised. I thought it might be someone else. So I looked around, I was the only veronica there. I went to stage and read out loud the wishes. It was so awkward wkwkwk. Btw I got a present lol. Ok embarrassment level 1 completed.

Here comes the peak of embarrassment. The emcee told adri to summon(lol) 6 ppl consisting of 3 males and 3 females. Shelly was the first to be picked, then cindy tan, albert, raymond, and edwin. She took longer time to scan the crowd. Her eyes finally spotted me and said sth to shelly and I was chosen. You can't imagine how my face looked like. So I went to the stage with the other 5 victims. Emcee told us about the game and rules. We were then divided into 3 couples. Shelly & RH, CT & AP, and edwin & me. I previously wasn't acquainted with him, so you know it was so awkward having a stranger to play a game with you in front of massive crowd. OK. CAN YOU ACTUALLY IMAGINE THAT? I thought we must have gotten the last place, ckck.

First mission: partners' leg should be tied. And we should walk fast to the edge of stage and then come back. It hurt like hell to run with tied leg.  Even worse, we didn't synchronize our steps so it was chaotic. But somehow we managed to finish at first place. We get to choose what we should drink. Choices: JUS PEDAS (spicy juice), JUS WANGI (fragrant juice), JUS MAKNYOS (extremely thick coffee). Without any consideration, I spurted that I chose jus wangi. Then the waitress serve it. My first impression: finely diced raw avocado + water. Ohh easy. I absentmindedly drank it without thinking twice. I took large gulp, and everyone cheered me. Wow the emcee said I was so brave. Something wasn't right. Then, after drinking it, wow my tongue tasted spicy, this is not good. The bokasi emcee then told me that it was PETE JUICE AND IT WAS NOT AVOCADO JUICE. Omg for God's sake. I ever tried 1 piece of pete when I was a kid and directly puke it. So until tonight I've never eaten pete anymore. I DRANK A GLASS OF PETE JUICE TONIGHT. Omg another achievement unlocked. My breath smelled like rotten carcass. The soon-to-be-punched emcee laughed me a lot till his stomach hurt. And so did the whole crowd in that hall tonight. OMG. Such a silly laughingstock I am.

Mission 2: we should walk fast again with rope tied legs. We finished at second place this time. We sing children songs with lyrics from another song. Edwin sang potong bebek angsa with burung kakaktua lyrics. Absurd. This mission was actually the easiest from all.

Mission 3: we should mimic the dance instructor's gesture. We danced chicken dance which obviously the easiest from gangnam style and goyang sesar.

Well, judging time! We were judged based on audience's applause. We WON though. HAHAHA

My breath was so smelly that everyone avoided me. The EO was too cruel!! I even kumur-kumur using coca cola but it didn't help.

Andddd I was suddenly so notorious tonight.  Everyone calls me gadis pete. Oh no. Even, some strangers (aunties and uncles) whom I never met before said I was so cool and brave. Veronica si gadis pete ane keren. Ok great, now everyone knows me Veronica, the pete girl.

In conclusion, adriana's party was the best birthday party I've ever attended. No offense though. I really had fun despite the pete juice trolololol. Definitely once-in-a-lifetime experience :D

Friday, October 11, 2013


I don't care if you reckon my life is dramatic or boring or childish or whatsoever. I am really contented for what I am and what I have now. Though of course everyone always wants more, but still, I am glad :)

I used to be afraid to know what people thought about me. Like, I really cared about their bad remarks about me and loathed knowing someone else hated me. But now, I just don't care about those lousy fake people. I am just gonna stick to my unpretentious and real friends. I cannot be more ecstatic to have such awesome and lunatic buddies!

Sooo, recently my friends challenged me to behave more maturely for mere one day. (Lol yeah, I realize ok, though I am 17 soon, but my attitudes are a little bit immature). I accepted the absurd challenge insouciantly.
D-day! I changed into a placid and calm person. I spoke calmly. I giggled womanly. I threw no joke. And I was not loud! Eminently not my true self! Well they were surprised. (I figured out that little people knew about my one-day transformation which is good, bcs it was embarrassing ya know!). They said I was unnatural and stiff. Well of course I couldn't be natural. It was not me, obviously I couldn't be comfortable, rite?
A lesson learned: be yourself! :) you are unique and awesome in your own way.

I always love going hangout with my buddies. Drops of excitement always pumps into our blood and loudness always follows. :D

¡Buenas noches mis amigos!

Friday, October 4, 2013



Our first lesson was mandarin, and we had quiz. Lol I didn't study it at all last night, so yeah.. Luckily the questions weren't so hard, so I could finish it successfully. Then, chemistry lesson, no peculiar things happened. Next, bio lesson. Woah, perhaps I was beginning to build anger since bio lesson. Someone, idk intentionally or unintentionally asked and commanded me rudely. I was so upset. Yeah, but I still had stock of forbearance. So okay, though I didn't deserve to be treated like that bcs I never talked that rudely towards anybody, even a stranger. Okay, now lips are closed, I don't wanna trigger more problems by letting you know the real situation :x Next, religion, we watched some nice videos. Last one, physical education. We also had exam. Actually the exam was fine, and I got 95 which weren't a reason why I was so upset later on. Okay, ready for the climax? The test was over. Jane and I were ravenous already and our tummy really needed to be refilled. So we headed to block A canteen to grab some food. There were crowd of people there. At first, I ignored them and I went to buy food. The situation got more intense and wild. I knew it was not my business. But I couldn't help but stared at them. Those stupid junior high were fighting. Judging from their posture, like junior 1 or 2. Like seriously? You fought in public?! Everything was so messed up and loud and uncontrolled. I was so confused. Unexpectedly, I shouted at them. With everyone's eyes staring directly at me. I shouted, "Woi, lu lang si bo nao hyo?" Translation: "Eh, you guys have no brains huh?" P.S. They are all strangers, I even haven't met them once. OMG I was so shocked. I myself also didn't know how those words spurted from my mouth. Maybe it's because surge of adrenaline consumed my whole body that I sputtered at them. Then after that, as if I was a psycho and invisible they continued fighting. This time I couldn't hold back the anger. I stared them with the most vicious eyes I could manage and I said, "woi lu lang kira ane hebat liao hyo sio phak khi kantin?" Translation: "Eh, do you think it's cool to fight at canteen?" Then jane told me to calm down and told BP. My hands were trembling and my head was spinning. I really couldn't accept the fact that I exposed my anger in public. Really embarrassing. Another 'first'. I told my friends that I shouted at canteen and they said it was so unbelievable, and they regretted that they missed the opportunity to witness my anger. LOL. Jane was so lucky to witness such rare emotion of mine. :P *mercurial mood swings*

Btw my friends and I are recently study spanish autodidactically. Lol though today is only the second day of learning spanish teehee. It's really more fun to study something new along with your friends, it motivates you a lot! :D Believe me, if you say english is difficult, español is ten times as difficult as inglés is.

¡Buenas noches! ;)

Monday, September 30, 2013

I laugh hard. I play hard. I joke a lot. I am who I am. It's up to you to accept me or like me or whatever you name it. I don't really care. I am fed up with facade of ppl. As long as I still have time, I am gonna rock my final high school year with laughter, sweet memories and craziness. Don't be so judgmental and hold back your stares bcs we don't give a damn :)

P.S. you are such an infuriating cutie pie.

Sunday, September 1, 2013


I guess I begin deserting my blog all over again. Welllll, it looks like my old habit of abandoning blog visits me again hehe. Imma such a bad blogger. Btw, it's late midnight or maybe veryyy early morning now, and I feel like chattering. A lot.

Ya know, ups and downs fill my life recently. It's kinda perplexing that something bad actually has its bright side, vice versa. Well, of course after getting through thorough self introspection that everything happens for a reason, or a reason behind it, or whatever else. Like for example, my monthly exams scores were disastrous that I almost shed tears. Thankfully, I did NOT. My scores were really so bad, like the worst I've ever scored. EVER. I am eminently disappointed with myself. But who else to blame, but myself? Thank God, I learned how to deal with predicament. I was so surly and totally mute for couple of hours after getting the stupid result. (Which I think is normal to be sad). Then I realized, why was I be reacting this way? Not all things happened just the way you wanted it to be. Be realistic. It's ok to be sad, as long as you don't cross the limit. Although you cried until your tear glands explode, it won't change the fact. You've got some more chances. Ok, time to move on. After that totally-mute-and-do-not-disturb-me mood shifted, here I am, the laughingstock and non-stop chattering vero return from the oblivionland. Yeah, even though my scores were as bad as hell, but i know my close friends are so nice to me. They comfort me. Yeah, everything is not entirely bad, right?

I guess August has been the most dramatic month of the year. Loads of things happened. Some of them are vicious. Some are dreamy. Some are soothing. Some are unfathomable. And now that August is over, say hello to September! :)

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

the slacker is slacking

Hello readers! I am so sorry for deserting this blog for months. Slackness was consuming my whole body till I didn't have any energy to update blog jk hehe! Sooooo, here I am, finally got nothing else to do and start typing nonsenses.

As you guys know, I still have a few months away before graduating from high school. I don't know whether I should be gleeful or remorse or exasperated. I remember when I was a little girl, granny used to say that I ought to study hard and let each year pass quickly and finally graduate from school and start earning money. I used to be sooooo excited about being a grown-up. It means unlimited freedom and infinite happiness. As primary school student I was not joyful. I got little friends and didn't get freedom as a little girl deserved. My secondary years were not the most gratifying ones. Even though I was blessed by having a few good friends, I don't live my life to the fullest. Mom used to be so protective and didn't let me go to malls to hangout with friends (ikr, it's pathetic). It's worsened by some drama queens who were so eager to make problems with me. Ok, forget it. I have ecstatics years in high school. Yeah, I am now understand why people say high school years are the most beautiful. Everyone's so fine, full of laughters, and enjoying life, though we need to strive to keep up with tough lessons. I am so blessed that I find some great and warm-hearted buddies I can count on. High school is cool. I can't believe in a few months, it's over. Well, enjoy when it lasts.

I am going to padang to spend holidays. Everyone gives me why-do-you-go-to-padang-it-is-uncool look when I told them. Well...

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

a memorable farewell party

The last 3 days had been amazing for me. We (Samto, Angeline, Adriana, Shelly, Raymond, Cindy L, Jane, Delfina, Nelson, Catherine, Andy, David unyu, Devin, and I) went to brastagi to have a little farewell party for samto. Hmm idk how to start. I guess this is going to be a longgggg post. Close this tab if you are busy lol :p

Day 1 (01/06/2013)
Everyone agreed to gather at shelly's house, umm not her house specifically, her kos. I was the first one to arrive. Shelly and I had our meal while waiting for others. Then, one by one arrived at shelly's kos. We originally decided that everyone ought to arrive by 12. But eventually we set off at 1 pm because some are 'ngaret'. ini medan, bung! Kalo ga ada yang ngaret, bukan medan namanya. Lol i was just joking, no offense ya hehehe. We eventually arrived at brastagi after 2,5 hours of non-stop gossiping, ho pua ft sip pun was our topic teehee. We took some photos there. After that, we went to the only one traditional market to buy some fruits. I never imagined how it was to buy things and bargain prices with my pals at a traditional market. Lol so funny. We bought some sunkists, oranges and passion fruits. We also bought bracelets for each of us, so that every time we saw that bracelet, we could remember our trip that day.

After buying things, we bought food at resto asia, and the headed back to villa. After having our shower, we had our meal.

Mouthful of french fries
Then, after everyone's ready, we were playing games, chatting, incessant gossiping, laughing till we drop, and the last session was heart-to-heart talks with samto. We confessed everything related to samto. Everyone was so touching and tear-jerking. Most of us even cried, a lot. I am an emotional person, but idk what happened to me that night, i couldn't cry even though my heart was so lugubrious. I only shed one or two tears, hmm. We 'buka-bukaan' (throw away you dirty mind, i mean we share secrets, hmm) until 2 am. We slept soundly after that hahahaha.

Day 2 (02/06/2013)
Rise and shine! Kinda embarrassing, i was the 13th person to wake up. I told jane to wake me up but she didn't -_- we showered, had breakfast, blablabla and then had a long photo shoot at balcony. Samto was leaving that day, so we had loads of photos with him.
Somebody tell me how to look nice on photos! -.-

The clock showed 10.38, it's time for samto to bid farewell with us. Lol don't be serious, he's really leaving in august, so we can still meet him haha. We went to the only amusement park at brastagi, mikie holiday shortly after that. Mikie was so crowded that day, so we had to queue for some minutes. My adrenaline was produced a little bit much, so i dare to ride all machines, even the extreme ones, but T-rex. T-rex is seriously too extreme, i afraid i would feel nauseous. We had so much fun that day. The day was getting dark and foggy, so we left mikie.
Omg look at my hair. I was like struck by high voltage electricity hahahaha!
We went back to villa, rode bicycle and then got ready for dinnertime. We had our dinner at warung kaki lima along jalan jamin ginting. I never ate at there with my family, so it's funny to eat there with friends. On our way back to villa, someone suddenly said that people only check in on foursquare if they are going to prestigious places, what if we check in at low class places? Lol, we did. We checked in at Warung Muslim Anugrah and Bandrek Abi Cayank Ummie. We ate at warung anugrah, but we even didn't know the existence of that alay bandrek stall, someone coincidentally found this on 4sq and told us. Lol we laughed till our stomach ached! Hehehe. We walked around the complex. We were so crazy that time, ahh very memorable. We were singing songs, telling jokes, etcetc. Coincidentally, ia 10 students were staying at the same complex, so we visited their villa. Daebak 35 ppl in one villa, how did they manage to get shower, someone else would brb rite? We were like soooo sksd, luckily they don't mind it and they were so amiable towards us. We even had a group photo with them. 

As usual, we chatted until midnight then had our beautiful sleep, alay wkwk.

Day 3 (03/06/2013)
Clock ticks fast, 2 days time elapse in a blink of an eye. We were going home that day. It's 06.34 in the morning, i was the 3rd to wake up yeayy, lol though i slept again for 1,5 hours and woke up at 8 :p We had breakfast, showered, and then packed our stuff. We went to villa clubhouse to take photos.
Just like going back to childhood :D

We went to pasar brastagi again to buy home some fruits. I bought 2 kg of passion fruits lolol. We headed to Taman Alam Lumbini afterwards. We prayed and had a walk there. We walked to the top and found some gym-like stuffs so we rode them. We also saw a big and eye-catching playground there. We saw no securities, so we stepped inside and played like a crazy one. Then suddenly the security officer showed up and pointed at us, omg what an epic embarrassment. Finally we headed to the last destination before going back to medan, The Hill Hotel & Resort. The hotel was so natural and had many animals, artificial lake and beautiful gazebos. We had our lunch there. Even though the meal wasn't cheap, but the taste was worth it. Nomnom. We took several photos there hihihihi. The sky cried and was getting dark, so we had better went back to medan.

Congratulations for having finished reading this tedious blog post. I'm just writing something i can read and rewind our memories later when we are adults.

Girls from left: Delfina, Jane, Catherine, Veronica, Cindy L, Angeline, Adriana, Shelly
Fellas from left: Andy, Devin, Raymond, Nelson, David, Samto

Massive thanks to:
Adriana Salim for providing us villa, transportation and everything else. Maybe this trip would not be as successful as we had if there were no you and your kakak and your om supir.

Shelly Triana for arranging this trip so well that we had abundant snacks and food and comfy trip! I miss your sexy voice lolololol

Angeline Josethang for sharing the idea of throwing a farewell party at brastagi. I am so happy that you recommend brastagi, not sun plaza or other mainstream places in town. Hahahahaha

Samto Wongso for being our main star of the trip! Hihihihi

David unyu for providing us transportation and driver!

And Cindy Liantono, Jane Tarmiya, Raymond Harris, Catherine Ng, Nelson AK, Delfina, Devin Xu, and Andy Wijaya for making this trip flawless. You guys had made me understood the real meaning of friendship. I love you guys to the bones. Thank you!!

Byeeeeeeee!! Have a nice summer holiday guys!

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

morose + moronic = me

Erghhhhh I feel like pouring out my thoughts on twitter but twitter is very public and everyone will immediately comment on it and I will be ashamed. Blah blah blah. Don't bother to read because I write nonsense here. :)

Seriously I am very fed up now. I feel like burning all my maths books, papers and every single thing related to maths. I've tried so hard to like this subject but the more I tried, the more I got frustrated. So today was maths exam. My friend told me that the questions would be easy to solve and 80% of the questions were taken from pm. He also told me that plus class students wouldn't fail it. Plus students who score lower than 90 are considered idiotic (paice in hokkian) and regular students who score lower than 75 are idiotic. HAHA. Eh not funny K? I was so happy and thankful that time. I thought, "Wow this is my last chance to cover up my previous score. Gotta do my best." Here comes the monster day. Having arrived at school and gathered at canteen as usual with classmates, my confident level drastically dropped, idk why. I became a worrywart and I started imagining that I'd fail the test. During the test, I could solve most of the questions easily. Yes ofc I got some troubles solving some hardcore questions. But at least I was confident and sure that this time I wouldn't fail. Test was over and we checked our answers with friends. How disappointing, I chose so many wrong answers. Idk what struck me on exam room til I made so manyyyy mistakes ergh, I am paice kuadrat! Everyone's happy today, esp my classmates. They passed maths exam with flying colours, oh how envy :(

I'm just unable to understand myself. The previous maths test was also very easy, but I was so careless and made dumb mistakes. This time also. What's up with me seriously? Am I that dumb? Stressed out. Ok I just don't want to care about it now. I really wanna graduate from high school soon and bid farewell to maths like for good. I am so not gonna take any major related to maths later on uni!

Being told to love maths is like telling a dolphin to climb the highest mountain. Lol sounds exaggerating, a lot.

3 days left and we will be having farewell party with my buddies somewhere out from town! Woohoooooooo, can't wait xx

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

the end of year 2

Today is officially the last day studying at my favorite(?) class. 1 academic year has been over in a blink of an eye. It feels like I was just entering x1, and now I left xi science 1 already. Too rapid. Oh please, return every single second I wasted on nothing :( I think the time is on fast-forward mode. I remember how I used to wish time could elapse faster on primary sch. But now I am seriously not keen on the fast forward thingy. I still wanna enjoy my high school life. They said in year 3 we will be busy preparing uni thingy. Ergh I hate it.

Btw year 2 had been awesome. Despite having some exasperating classmates and weirdos, overall everything was good. The teachers whom I thought they were worse than year 1 teachers had successfully proved me wrong. Esp our form teacher, Bu Ng Tjiek Kie. Though she appeared fierce (formerly), but I know she is a very nice and kind teacher. We even had a class photo session with her :D

Girls ♡

They said, "Appreciate your precious moment when it still lasts or you will regret for good." Indeed :)


Tuesday, April 23, 2013


This couple of days I was busy reading an opulent juvenile's blog in which the writer has extravagant lifestyle (say her initial is X, this is fake initial) and also a wealthy teenager's blog whose lifestyle is more unpretentious (say her initial is Y, also fake) than the one I mentioned before. I'm really flabbergasted to know that even though both of them are very rich, they show different attitudes. X has a tendency to show off her belongings, her wealth, her whatsoever luxurious stuffs on instagram. You know, that is really exasperatingly arrogant. Everyone knows that you are a rich person, so what's the purpose of showing off your pricey sport car, precious-stone jewellery or even costly Europe handmade handbags? Seriously, even a daughter of President doesn't act like that. She acts the way too flamboyant. While X is busy showing off her richness, acting like a materialistic princess, Y is eminently amicable towards everyone. She is down-to-earth. I do adore this kind of people.

By the way, I know interfering someone's business is abominable. But I cannot stand her arrogance. I know this post won't be read by X anyway, because we hardly know each other. Sorry for being judgmental.


Saturday, April 13, 2013

"You know that feeling when you are reading a book, and you know that it is going to be a tragedy; you can feel the cold and darkness coming, see the net drawing close around the characters who live and breathe on the pages. But you are tied to the story as if being dragged behind a carriage, and you cannot let go or turn the course aside."

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

everyone hates bidding farewell

Today is the last day of being students for our seniors. Seeing them shed tears really make my heart sick. Looking at their piteous face get me goosebumps. I am wondering how sad I will be exactly next year. I really like my current classmates (in general *u know what I mean*). They are very unique! Some are as quite as mice, some are the real chatterboxes, some show lots of zealousness, some seem so apathetic, some are overly confident, some are diffident, some hate maths, some adore maths, and more! Uniqueness makes us unite. Even though I feel that we are less-united compared to last year. No offense hehe. Back to the topic, though it's our seniors who get graduated, but I feel a little blue too. I hope that my last year of school can be the most memorable one! Ya know it's a little early to say abt it, but whatever haha. Year 1 was beautiful and year 2 has been really nice, but both were not stunning enough. Therefore I expect year 3 to be amazingly unforgettable. I may seem so alaylebay but never mind, I just wanna share sth :p bye!

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

when words eerily mean nothing

Hehehe! I know the title isn't related to this post.

I really feel like pouring everything out on this blog, but I just don't know how to start it. Whenever I get an inspiration to write something, words on my mind get uncooperative, mess up, dance like a ballerina(?) and finally vanish thus I end up typing nothing. I shall try, no matter what, to post something tonight. (though it's unimportant, better than nothing :p). teehee.

Drowning in confusion, I should say. I've been in lotsa dilemmas nowadays. Things happen and I don't manage to make decision. I get stressed and then after finding a solution, another problem comes. I become more delicate and more likely to get exasperated. Lol though I always appear playful, you cannot figure out what's inside me, right? Well, hopefully I can still cope with it. Inhale....... Exhale.........

Good night! Adios :B

Wednesday, March 20, 2013


Hellooooooo! Finally I have time to update my blog :D due to the distressing monthly exams, I was busy until I had no mood to update my blog hehe. I'm not gonna talk about exam. I'm gonna tell you about my experience today!

Today is the last day of exam. Formerly we wanna go to sun plaza, but the plan was ruined-.- so, we went to Thamrin Plaza instead, since it's the nearest mall from our school. it's ok tho, tp is not really bad. Today's weather is extremely hot and I think we'll faint before reaching the destination if we walk on foot. So, malvin suggested us to take the minibus (it's called sudako (not sadako, obviously wkwk) in medan). I was like 'what?' But since I was in good mood, I agreed anyway. YOLO!! After waiting like a few mins, the sudako got in. Thank God the driver was so patient, he didn't even complain us for being too noisy. Well, we all get insane while hanging out with pals, rite? Hmmm maybe it's just me ._. After reaching TP, we immediately headed to pizza hut, bcs we are starved alrd. When the order was ready, like usual I started taking photos of them. But guess what? The waitresses were so rude and stared at me when I took the photos. I mean, who do you think you are? Instagram is very famous and everyone starts to take photos of their surroundings, so why look at me like I am a freak? Ckck. Who cares, yolo! :) after filling our starving tummy up, we headed to cinema. We watched Warm Bodies. This movie is quite good, funny, thrilling and a tad romantic. The male main star looked so awful as zombie, but he turned to be a good-looking man as human. Aaaaaa~

Monday, March 4, 2013

i know, you know, we all know

Everyone is flawed. We all are imperfect. Even those famous people like Oprah Winfrey, Roger Federer, and Agnes Monica are flawed. We cannot expect one person to be flawlessly perfect. For example, before Oprah Winfrey is famous, she lacked of love and caring. Even worse, she was sexually abused by her step-father. Despite having gloomy past, she took her past as lesson and experience and kept struggling. Thus, Oprah Winfrey is now known as one of the most successful people in the world. Although she is now eminently wealthy, but who knows whether she is gleeful or even morose. Who knows. Remember, everyone is flawed. Rich people have money, and they might possess power. But, it doesn't guarantee that they own happiness and inner-peace. Furthermore, it is not stated that people living in poverty are dismal. They still own a shred of hope and they wish to get better life too. Even though they are economically poor, but they are mentally tough and blithe I reckon.

Ok let's go straight to the point, all I want to say is:
Even though you're popular, intelligent, rich and good looking, it doesn't mean you're perfect. And one thing, you shouldn't assume other people are worse than you. Believe me that God is fair. Someone else have something that you don't have and you have something that others don't have. You got my idea? Teehee :>

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Saturday, March 2, 2013

never mind.

Chem quiz on monday, yeah i know i should be studying chem now, but my indolence doesn't bother me to study. Yuck. Instead of studying, i am surfing tumblr now. Here are some pics i got from tumblr :)

Thursday, February 28, 2013

just give me a reason - p!nk

I coincidentally heard this song on tv and i really like it and immediately download it. Teehee :p

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Im sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine

Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And its all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between out love, our love, oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
Your not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

Oh tears ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent

Sooooo, take a look :) this song is really nice :D

Friday, February 15, 2013

Life is like a somersault

A devastating news is again booming against us. A couple who initially had beautiful valentine's day turned out to be deadly trip. The story begins when they were going home. The guy drove the car at freeway with high speed at night. Because of lacking lights or whatever the reasons, suddenly the car crashed into a container lorry. The guy managed to jump out successfully. But ironically, the sixteen-year-old girl didn't manage to escape and perished at the location. What a pity, she was a beautiful young girl but she got a tear-jerking ending.

We, as a living human, should start appreciating every single second that we have. Spend it wisely and fill it with happiness so that you won't leave this world regretfully. Count your blessings, stop complaining, be thankful. Love and respect yourselves more. God bless us. 

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

(not a) guilty pleasure

hello guys :) how's your chinese new year? is your hunting for ang pows nice? lolololol jk. :p
yesterday we went to a very vintage western restaurant. its name is Omlandia. have you ever heard of it? its location is quite far from my house, approximately 13 km from my house, but it's not that far if your house is located near the airport. omlandia is located at jalan namorambe raya no 129, kec. namo rambe, kab deli serdang. 

the resto itself is very calm, remain unpolluted, not too crowded and a nice place to escape from your daily routine. the waitress told us that the resto is quite crowded at night, and most of the visitors are western people. hmm. 

about the food? the resto serves western food with affordable price. not too costly if compared with other similar restos. the food is yummy too! but the only bad point is the orders are too slow to be served. overall, this resto is recommended :)

actually the chicken steak is served with french fries or mashed potatoes. but since we are soooo hungry, we chose rice instead. teehee

the fish steak is very tender and yummyyy :9

 those vintage toys. hiiyyyy

the stained glass lamp. very antique!

P.S. do you know why i put (not a) on title? 
well, because we skinny people never feel guilty after consuming high-calorie food :p
bye :)

Monday, February 11, 2013

happy chinese new year!

Hello guys! Happy chinese new year!!!! Wish we all have prosperous, peaceful and magnificent year of water snake.
红包拿来 :p
Don't mind my bad mandarin. I'm really bad at mandarin :(

Thursday, January 31, 2013

h e l l o o .

Hello folks. Sorry for my absence. Hehehe.
2013 is a fantastic year. Well, at least it has been nice until today. *Exclude truck loads of assignments and daily quizzes.* hmm, school school school. What am I gonna do after graduating? This question keeps echoing. Formerly, I wanna take law. Because my parents say that being a notary is a nice option bcs it offers stable income. Hmms. Then after a deep consideration, I found myself than I don't belong to social majority. Also I know deep inside myself, I don't really like science subjects. I earnestly hate maths and physics. I dislike chemistry too. I used to have much interest in biology, but seems like it fades a lot. Pathetic. Though there is one year to go, but I need to determine what major should I take later on. Many people suggest me to become a doctor. But buehh, I'm not intelligent enough. I may get an additional degree called MA (mahasiswa abadi). Lololol. Finally, I choose dentistry. When there's a will, there's a way. Teehee. I'm not 100% sure abt that since I'm so fickle-minded. Hmm let's see what will happen to me a year later :b

Btw, I'm reading Divergent trilogy by Veronica Roth. I finished book 1 (Divergent) and I'm currently reading book 2 (Insurgent). The story is very thrilling aaaaaa so addicted :P

okay so bye gbu don't worry be happy good night :)

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Hello guys! :D how are you?

Sooooo today, we got our report card. Mine? Hmm, not really bad actually. But my parallel rank is doing free fall *you know what*. However, I'm still feeling so thankful. I thought that I would get class rank 40-s or 50-s and parallel rank outside of 100 *people said I was exaggerating* My besties and I got stressed because we were afraid that the worst thing would happen. Thankfully, we don't get into the worst condition. He he he hehehe. Frankly speaking, this term is really surprising. Be ready for ups and downs :)

Ciao! :D
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Friday, January 11, 2013

Testing part 2 :P

Emmm so last time I forgot to attach pics. So I'm gonna try it now hehehehe :P hope it works.

But ah, too bad. I cannot arrange the pics in particular order ckck so lame -.-
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Monday, January 7, 2013

random TEEhee

Hi! I'm being so random these days. My mood is unpredictable. Sometimes I tend not to care about everything. Sometimes I'm afraid of something till my body shivering. Sometimes I am as noisy as bee. Sometimes I'm as quite as mouse as well. I don't understand, bcs today is the first day of school, and usually I'm so cheerful leh. random random random...

Bcs I post this using email, I'm not able to change font or colour. It might look very tedious. don't mind kay kay kay :P

1) What side of the heart do you draw first? 
-- left side. lol

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
-- I cannot dive and my parents don't allow even if I use proper and decent equipment :s

3) What color is your razor?
-- eh this is so random. I'm a girl and I don't have mustache so why should I own a razor? LOL

4) What is your blood-type?
-- hmm is this important? :P

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
-- my 'beloved' principal. REVENGE. Lol I'm not that bad. Probably I would tie hmm hmm hmmmm you. YES, IT IS YOU! Teehee P.S. I'm being so random :x

6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?
-- ckck like usual, about crush or anything ridiculous. So irksome leh, though I know they were just kidding :P :P :P

7) How do you feel about carrots?
-- I don't have any feeling for carrots. I have interests on normal humans only. Ckck, I'm so randommmm >.<

8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
-- I don't think it's is important zz. [(2^4 + 7) * log 10000] / 23. Nah find out by yourself. I loathe maths :)

9) Which is the best Spice Girl?
-- pardon, what is spice girl? A girl who likes a lot of spices for her food like curry or anything? :/

10) Do you know what time it is?
-- I'm sure you have your own clock. But in case you don't want to use your ATP, 21:22:30 GMT+7 :P

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song? 
-- not connected :s

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
-- press that ring the bell button incessantly and scream out loud like I'm going to be killed by tarzan with his snake. HIIIYYYY *random*

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
-- I don't like the mint flavor. Hmm, green tea is the best!

14) All's fair in love and war?
-- if you think it's fair, then it is fair :)

15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
-- umm no and yes :x

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning? 
-- yeah, sometimes -.-

17) Do you like to sleep?
-- I guess everyone loves sleeping :)

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings time?
-- guess what? like I care coz I don't care

19) Do you know the words to the song Total Eclipse of the Heart? 
-- not connected *again*

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang? 
-- not connecteddd *again* *again* :s

So that's all :) have a good night. Cheerio :D
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Sunday, January 6, 2013

insomnia T___T

Hello folks!
It's wee hours already yet I can't sleep. Many things crossed my mind when I was trying to sleep.

One of them is I'm afraid like hell that my scores are so bad that I'm kicked out from my beloved class. Well, I'm over-thinking *again*

Another one is, do my friends or classmates hate me? Hmm *over thinking* *again*. Well, I know that it's impossible to be liked by everyone. Even if you think so, you must be the most naïve person in the world. Frankly, it's up to you to like or dislike a person, so what can I do? Hahaha. I apologize if I ever hurt you or offend you :)

Last but not least, where to find a high quality english course with cheap fee? LOL. I realized that my writing and speaking skills are too bad. I also have little vocabularies and lame grammar. So confusing eh :/

Anyway, it's really late now. I'm trying to sleep again. Good night! (or maybe good early-morning) LOL :P
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Saturday, January 5, 2013

Yay! It works :)

So maybe next time I'm gonna use email to post. It's way so beneficial for me since at my home, we don't have wifi, modem and tab have no credit, thus, no internet :( so, I use my phone :p

Hmm, my holidays are over soon and school is gonna be reopened on Monday. I am still not ready for school because of homework, and yeah sleepless nights are awaiting (only have 7-8 hrs to sleep). I always love holiday because I can stay awake until wee hours and then sleep until noon, hmm life's good!

But also, holiday has plus-minus. The good things are you can really enjoy yourself, do anything that you love, etc. But, the bad thing is you are not discipline (well it is for me) :P teehee

My christmas-and-new-year holiday (or so called winter holiday, ah whtvr) are soooo boring. We only went to malls, and thankfully my parents brought us to bukit lawang. People go to bukit lawang to go swimming but peculiarly, mom and I didn't swim LOL it's better to swim at swimming pools, right? Ckck. Later, bcs my bro and dad only 'splashing' water for 1 hour, we went into the forest (with a map as the guide ckck). Actually the forest isn't that creepy, bcs it has many signs, like ecotrail 1, ecotrail 2, etc so we couldn't get lost. Our destination was the bat cave, and the route was so long ±5 km -___- you can imagine right, walking on muddy and slippery paths using flip flops. Woah, but finally we made it. So fatigued yet ecstatic :)
So, how about your holiday? :)

Ahh, forgot to mention, we will get our report card soon!!! I'm very scared *shivering* *sobs* T____T

Adios fellas :)
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