always be thankful :)

This post will be quite long. Hehe found the inspiration while watching daai tv true story dramas. Enjoy :D

When you think that your life is so atrocious, believe me there are more people in this world who have tougher life than yours and they are still living their life positively.

When you think that you hate school because of the stupid exams, lots of assignment, school dramas and obnoxious teachers, believe me that there are so many poor adolescent that even don't have chances to taste the excitements of school.

When you think that your family is not as wealthy as others, believe me you are more lucky than those who even don't have houses to reside in, decent clothes to wear, and three-time meals to eat each day.

When you keep grumbling because the internet connection is so lame, you are more lucky than those people who even don't know what is internet. You can still read this blog post, though.

When you think that your today's meals aren't scrumptious enough, there are millions of people died because of starvation, millions of poor who eat cassava porridge without any side dishes every single day. Okay, just stop comparing what your friends eat and what you eat. Because sushi and nasi padang make no difference, they are basically made of rice though.

When you feel that you lack of your parents' attention, please reconsider those orphans who even don't have parents and they are still able to live happily with other orphans as well at orphanage.

When you feel that you hate your holiday so much because your family don't go overseas for vacation, just shut up and enjoy your vacation in your own way in town. You can visit town's museums, parks, malls or just staying at home doing what you are supposed to do. You are so lucky, because there are people who need to work even though it is holiday.

At last but not least, be thankful of who you are, because how hard your life is, God will always give you the way. Life is too short for us to compare our life with others' life. God bless.

freedom!

YAY! Finally a week of torturing exams has elapsed. So elated ♡

My 1st monthly exam's scores weren't satisfying. I got many bad marks, i even got 1 burned mark. it's maths, well my bad. Thankfully physics, mandarin, biology, civics, and english scores were good, though there were no perfect scores. Teehee.

During the exam, i studied like crazy, particularly when i was studying biology, i wasted 7 hours to memorize it all. Well, not exactly 7 hours because i wasted some to procrastinate hehe. Cramming is a tough job, but it gives kinda different satisfaction when you succeed on getting high scores. don't mind this crazy principle because only idle person like me will use it. LOL

So, eventually it's holiday again, tho it only lasts for 1 week. I don't have any plans to fill my holiday. I guess it will be boring week. Do you have any ideas? Don't tell me to touch my books. I ain't touch my books for 1 week. I will not. 

See ya on the next post. Adiosssss ~

the hectic week

This week has really messed me up. All assignments and quizzes come to me at once and the deadlines are so close since all scores should be submitted by August 6. Big thanks to sutomo. I think sutomo should remain their former system which is easier for us. The new system is too burdensome for me.

For homework's sake, i sleep at 11 every night and wake up at 6. Normally, i sleep at 10, and 60 minutes make a huge difference for me. Our teachers are so merciless. They give loadsssssss of homework and i think this is just the beginning of the ordeal. Year two is really absolutely definitely earnestly tough.

Nowadays, i looked so lugubrious and desperate. Well, i am afraid of sth that is something that i am afraid the most. Ok, pardon my stupid murmur.

Anyway, the first monthly exam is drawing closer. And guess what, i do it once again. No significant preparation. Teehee. My tutor said 1st monthly test is just a kind of 'bonus stage', the real one is 2nd monthly test. Hmm, i hesitate with that sentence. On quizzes, i even didn't do so well, so how about the exam? Ckck.

Hmm why am i so slothful? I've been searching for an answer since a long time ago and the answer seems impossible to be found. Hmm

fire

Something terrible happened. This noon, Jane and i were having lunch at food stall near school. We ordered fried kwetiau and fried noodle. We were waiting for about 15 minutes. During that 15 mins, we were chatting, and blabla :p when we started munching our food, "duaaaarrrrr" an explosion was heard from another food stall beside the food stall where we ate.  Formerly, i thought it was just an ordinary explosion, like motorcycle's tire was explode or what. It was LPG explosion. Then, i heard women and many students went out and screamed. Suddenly, some people who were eating went out and screamed fireeeee! Some people splashed water to extinguish fire. Then, jane and i panicked. All i wanna do was ran away from that creepy place and went back to class. But before i went back to school, jane stopped me and i took a glance. She reminded me to pay for the food we ordered. Oh la la, such a forgetful person i am. When i saw the black smoke from that stall, i started trembling. That scene was really creepy.


I hope that scene will soon be vanished from my brain :( God bless...

first week of school

Time flies. Sometimes it's unbelievable that time flies so swiftly...


First week of school has passed. 

Teachers are all good to us, though i prefer senior 1 teachers. I think my recent teachers are more serious and have that 'cold' feeling, though there are still funny teachers. If headmaster allows me to change some teachers, i will be glad! i will replace our biology, math, P.E, computer and civics teachers with the former ones. Teehee :p *for real, i miss Bu Lie Lie so much* *sobs* *.....and bapak running man* ok, new term, new teachers -.-

Hmm, classmates. The faces are still the same, excluding 4 new students. The shocking news was Diba and WJ moved to regular class. It's not that their scores were bad or what, but they decided to move by themselves. Anyway, we should respect their own decision :-) we will miss you :')

For me, school is a nice place where you can chit chat with friends and have fun. But it ain't a pleasant place when they come. they are bunches of homework and stressing exams. 

instagram

Hi. I recently made an account on instagram. For those who don't know, instagram is a social networking whom the users upload their photographs. This is a free application that you can find on iOs as well as android. Tadaaa follow me on instagram: veronicaphing . If you want to be followed, tell me your username. Thanks :-)

These photos were edited by instagram. Not bad, right? Cheersss.

the agreement

A few days before final exam began, my dad called me. He asked me whether i had prepared well for the exam. I told him i didn't study at all, because basically i would be cramming during exam *hehe . Then, he asked my 1st semester parallel rank, so i said i got 60-s. Then he asked me someone's parallel rank, i said he got 40. After that, i said "if my ranking is higher 30 or more than his rank, then what will you give me, dad?" *woah, i'm so materialistic* lol i didn't mean like that, i just wanted to be appreciated. *plok plokkk* He thought for awhile, and then he said he would give me a new tablet. Hmm, ok, it seemed possible so i said "CHALLENGE ACCEPTED" :D
*p.s. he is someone who got the first rank on my former class.

After we stated the agreement, i became kinda panicky. I afraid i would be the loser. So, i decided to learn math, physics, and chemistry first because i'm super lame at those subjects. Eventually, the day had come. I was so nervous. I kept praying.

Thank God, my results were quite satisfying. My parallel rank was also higher 35 rankings than his rank. So happy, glad, joyful, grateful, blablabla hahaha. As what my dad had promised, i got a tablet♡ . happy ending wkwk